I'm annoyed.
Well, more importantly I'm angry.
Not at anyone though - just myself. More at my body for that matter.
For waking me up at SIX SODDIN' AM!!!! 6.45 to be exact. And now I can't fall back asleep, and its irritating me because I don't need to be up this early. I went to bed around 2.30am, which is normal-ish for me, and usually I wake up around 11-ish.
Not today. Ooooohhhh no.
Grrrrr.
Its just...ARGH!!!!
I'm going to be tired around this time tonight - and I'll be at work.
Not to sure whats causing it either. Probably because I'm hungry. I missed out on eating last night because my step-dad's kids were there, and making food would be annoying and I'd feel like I was getting in the way. Not that there's much in that is classifiable as food anyway. Since I'm up this bloody early I'm gonna go out and buy myself some food to eat.
The main problem though, is the fact I'm not really at home anymore. I'm more often visiting Matt which is much better than being home. I just want to curl up with him, or just generally be where he is.
[ partingissuchsweetsorrow ]
I'm also annoyed that the theme for the next Devil's Night is so useless, as if they put no thought into doing something decent. Yeah 'Post Apocalypse' is interesting - for film, TV and books. Costume-wise its just not practically affordable. Unless your closet is kitted out with cyber goth/punk clothing to begin with.
I just don't have that kind of money.
I'm loosing inspiration for all my stuff too. Art and writing. I get good ideas now and again, but I'm usually in a situation that results in me being unable to pin the ideas down. When I get chance to really do anything, my brain is really good at dying on me. I feel bad for leaving all my lovely fellow roleplayers hanging all the time with things left unfinished.
I'd give it up, if I didn't love it so much.
Well, that's my rant for now xP
