Blogging my life isn't exactly something I do very often. S'not like I really have much to say on a daily basis that equates to an interesting life. I don't really do anything that is worthy of merit.
My latest feat of engineering resulted in the loss of something that had been in my life for three years. Perhaps more. Four, maybe?
I'll never really know.
Letting it settle in caused me to cry.
It got better. I had warm arms to hold me. To remind me why I gave it all away. To replace the cold with the warmth that had been slipping away for a few months now and nothing I could have done would have brought it back for me to cling to.
I refuse to let my life get so cold.
I loved him.
But I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
I don't love him the same anymore.
When the night falls in around me, I'll use the warmth to keep me going through.
